One day I'm going to go to the gym with a huge jug of water, like the ones on top of a water cooler, with a handle on it. And I'm going to carry it around the gym everywhere I go. Yeah, then I'll be cool.

One Republic

So I went to a concert 2 days ago with an amazing girl. I decided to get a haircut... for some reason the last 2 haircuts I have got, and both were right before dates because I didn't like how it looked long... have made me look SOOO not good. I didn't even look at the haircut I got on Wednesday before the One Republic concert. When I got home, I was mortified. I looked at the pictures, my hair is junk, my skin is so white, and I look sickly! So basically I'm in pictures with this gorgeous girl, and I look about the worst I ever have. Oh and my lips were chapped too. Go figure. Why is it, that no matter how much I work out, I don't get more buff? I just weigh more and look skinnier. For the last 2 months I have weighed between 215 and 218. I look almost as skinny now as when I lost 12 pounds on my mission. Compare... Mission: 178 lbs. Now: 215 lbs. Maybe I have muscle dis morphia or something. And then at dinner, we were like, let's not talk about exes. ... So I ended up talking about my exes all night. It wasn't really my fault though because she knew people/ she dated 2 people that had caused me massive pain, and then I sit next to one of my exes' previous boyfriends and it just went off from there, and then I saw my last girlfriend sitting about 10 feet from me totally trying to hide. And I saw Mekenzy there, so I told Callie all these stories about all these crazy people that were bombarding me all at the same time in the same night. It was NUTS! I haven't even talked about my exes in at least a year. It's something I never do. Wow. So I wish I hadn't cut my hair, it looked much better Wednesday morning than Wednesday night, I wish I looked my weight so people wouldn't guess 30 lbs under almost always, and I wish not a single person I had ever dated would have come up. Bed time, I'll write about my best friend's wife tomorrow.

Il mio cuore fa male, e ci si sente bene.

Non so perché, ma il mio cuore fa male. Per la prima volta in più di un anno, il mio cuore fa male. Non voglio lasciare. Voglio soggiorno, di studiare, di godere di Utah. Non riesco a dormire. Ma devo fare qualcosa di duro. Devo dimenticare le ragazze, e ho bisogno di lavorare. Voglio trovare l'amore. Il mio cuore è finalmente guarita. Il mio cuore fa male adesso, perché non è amato e tanto tempo. Voglio amare di nuovo. Macao sarà una bella città. I incontrerà molte persone, portare tanti sorrisi, aiutare molte persone. Voglio insegnare il Vangelo. Voglio di battezzare le persone. Voglio preparare ad essere un grande marito.

Walmart strikes again.

Today I drove from Salt Lake to Boise. I went to Walmart to buy some snacks for the trip. I walked in, grabbed a gatorade, grabbed a thing of trail mix, some chewy chocolate chip cookies, and then decided I wanted some nuts. There was a lady pushing her cart through the isle as i was standing there holding my things deciding which nuts to get. I needed a free hand, so I set the gatorade on a shelf and reached for a can of nuts. As I was arranging my 3 items in my hands to make a free hand for my gatorade, the lady strolls on through, picks up the gatorade, puts it in her cart and goes on her merry way. I just turned to her, and watched her backside shuffle on down the isle with a smirk on my face. Nothing at Walmart surprises me anymore. I wasn't even shocked or bothered. That place just cracks me up.

昨晚我最了不起的時候，與一個女孩。我們出席一場音樂會，聽音樂，談一整夜，並進行了一次非常奇妙的夜晚。她很漂亮，有吸引力，聰明而雄心勃勃。她的名字是 Callie 。

Random Political Thoughs

Mitt Romney is a Christian. Stop arguing about that, the name of the church he belongs to is “The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints”. The term Mormon is a bigoted term from the 1800’s and is like calling a Muslim a Koran or a Jew a Torah.

Why is Mitt Romney RIDICULOUSLY rich?... Because he is amazingly talented with business, the economy and running corporations.

Do we want a poor man who doesn’t really get how money works to run our country?!

Do we want a bigot in the office? Huckabigot? He has expressed so many bigoted views in his campaign, and when he is asked tough questions, he just comes up with some sly comedic answer. Is that what we want the rest of the world to look at us as? A country who elects a swindler?

Mitt Romney gave his speech on religion, and he showed that he will not judge anyone based on their religion, and he will not let religion affect his policies.

Don’t let the media skew Mitt’s current success. More people in the caucuses have voted for him than anyone else, and he is leading in the overall delegate count.

McCain is a baby. He has a temper. We cannot let that run our country.

Obama is full of pretty words like, vision and change.

Mitt is always the one getting ganged up on.

When Romney puts ads on television to show how he differs from other candidates, he is said to be airing attack ads. That’s because it’s the only defense the other candidates can come up with for being called out on their not so perfect records. I don’t want a baby in office who can’t come up with a good defense for his policies.

Fred Thompson is great, has great ideas, responds to questions in a very intelligent manner, but he’s LAZY!!!

Pet Peaves

When the super fat guy at the gym stands naked at the entrance of the locker room with the waist level hand drier pointed at his junk. (And he has his head tilted back and his arms folded behind his back) Ewe, I don't like that guy.

When people don’t let you in the merge lane on the freeway… and having my blinker on to get on the freeway, where else am I going to go?

Putting blinker on and there’s a car in the lane you’re moving to 5 car lengths back and they speed up not to let you in.

Je l'espère, pour une meilleure année.

J'espere vraiment que l'annee prochaine est bien meilleur. Cela m'a rendu triste Noël. Je voulais tellement de grandes choses à se produire cette année, cela ne s'est pas produit. Ma famille n'est pas meilleur que ce qu'il était auparavant. La seule amélioration est que je ne suis pas blessé plus. J'ai perdu une année à l'école, mais je suis une personne plus forte à cause de cela.

Macau

我愛澳門。這是一個非常美麗的城市！我知道我會喜歡這裡的工作

Priorities

My life priorities:

1. Find my companion to share my life with.

2. Be successful and accomplish on many levels.

3. Raise my children in a way that allows them to change the world.

Could I leave?

The moon looked to me and said why do you stay with her if she makes you cry and I looked to the moon and said moon would you ever leave your sky?

Сгорение моего мира

я скучаю по россии, моему сердцу было теплее там.

رايس تجتمع مع مبارك قبل أن تتوجه الى إسرائي

تجتمع وزيرة الخارجية الأمريكية كوندوليزا رايس صباح اليوم الأربعاء بالرئيس المصري حسني مبارك، قبل أن تتوجه إلى كل من اسرائيل والاراضي الفلسطينية.

ومن المقرر أن تلتقى رايس مع الرئيس الفلسطيني محمود عباس ورئيس الوزراء الاسرائيلي ايهود أولمرت.

وقد اجتمعت رايس أمس الثلاثاء مع ثمانية من وزراء خارجية دول التعاون الخليجي ومصر والأردن.

و كمان ممكن اكتب عربي

حياتي تمامةلما ما فيه بنت

я только что!!!

вообще!, я только что узнал что я могу писать по-русски! я не знал что это возможно! Я очень рад тому!

The Scotts!!!

Today I was privilaged to hear from a former 1st Chancellor of the Scottish parliament, Henry McLeish. I was so extremely impressed. Speachless. So professional, so much abilitiy to guide his thoughts, defuse tense questions, and make light of both things he advocates and those he doesn't. Makes me want to seriously consider the internship with the Scottish parliament.

Why parents are wrong.

Parents,

They forget what it was like to be younger. They think they know what is best now, for you, because they know the mistakes they made, they know how they would like to change their lives. In the process they may end up ruining their children's lives.

Tea for two.

going for number two.

This better work!

There's a first time for everything.

On Track

Yeah, so about that stuff a month ago? I'd take it down, but it's a part of me and what I've been through and felt. But I am SOOO on track baby!